Wrathful Indignation:
Trustless Queens
Written By:
Jason Wilson
Copyright(c)2003 Jason Wilson and Steel Revolution
I used to have trust
in myself
It left as fast as it had come
And now I sit, sullen again
Somber with all this twisted pain
So what do I do with this lie of a life
Should I fight or should I run
I can't believe that I let me go
Then to find it in me once again
But it did not take, that damn long
To leave me for the darkness to come
What should you do about this pathetic boy
Kill me once, and then kill me again
There is something deep in me
Showing its ugly face of warning
I did not heed the ultimate sign
Forcing me to spiral down in time
But why should I fucking trust anything
Or anyone, and that includes me
I've led myself into a hole
I knew what I had been into
Still I convinced myself to believe
And now I sit here broken inside
What is the reason that I do it anyway
I did once, and I'll fucking do it again
(spoken in whisper)
I let me go
I never hid
maybe I should try
Maybe I should die
What do I do
With the pain I have
It eats at me
It beats on me
Now...